In the morning Sun, it growls.
In the evening moon, it screams,
for people like us never hear the precious silence, not even in our dreams.
we
never get relief, only those brief moments between the screams. Our
hands became calloused years ago, our entire lives spent holding the
cage shut,the unbearable weight,this cold fear, no one will ever accept
you, no one will ever understand.
Then one day it breaks free, I'm so sorry, I just needed a moment to breathe !
she looks up at you with her innocent eyes
my god.....what have I done?
MONSTER! she cries.
No apology can take back what happened
and no one can get you out.
Hurry before they get you, put the gun in your mouth
I let down my lover, I let down my friends.
I'm so sorry mom and dad, but this is how it ends.
the darkness is finally coming
and lady death sings to me
Ive wanted this for so long
at least now I can finally breathe
her soft caress is like heroin
as she gives the gun to me
"shh, ......there there child, your war is over now, you can at last be free"
As she take me in her arms and there, softly caresses me
"you did the best you could my dear, now its time to come with me"
I feel the life leave my body, I see the light leave my eyes
Her beauty is beyond measure, yet her words are not simple but wise
she kisses me and says
it is better to die a monster than spend your life wearing a disguise.
